Saturday. I was marinated in the room and cuddling myself with "bantal busuk" for the whole evening. Pathetic? Ya I know. I miss him a lots today. I dreamed about having a high-tea together at the balcony or went out travelling or talking about silly things that may relieve me from all those "stupid" problems. Hopes that day will comes sooner. I just missed you. Why it hard to understand? Why cant you be by my sides like you did to them when I needed you so much?
